Tuesday, August 19, 2008

boh sim..

down down down.....i don't know why,played like shit this night.far far under form.stupid mistakes damn a lot,easy tap also miss it.sigh....what had happened???i think i have reach a 'platform' for my badminton skills.will not have any significant improvement already as i do think that i'm don't have the talent to play badminton,obviously.any way,sometimes hard work can overcome the talent that you are lacking of.but i don't have talent as well as hard work.of course i can't excel lah.

may be i should go back to swim as i'm of the opinion i am far more talented with swimming rather than badminton.i don't know.ish...suddenly lost my momentum for everything,study,sports,club, and my life???!!!what can i do?what can i archive in my life?sigh....i lost my way.i'm so tired and sicked of everything already.

i need some motivator!!particularly a gf??hohoho..who knows?!i know nothing also...suddenly think of letting down everything and go play all around the world.work as part timer at where i reached to earn money for my trips.well,i don't have that courage have a try and do it.hahaha..

2 comments:

DaVIdnG said...

fuyooo.. emo post again.. muahahahah... put down everything then go kao lui lar.. break your own record.. stay longer than two months.. then it will become an achievement d... haha...

kNy said...

hei,i don 1 have nonsense comment at my blog.hehehehe....kao lui ah?u this ngiao chi lang din intro,no girl 2 kao woh.hehehe